Thursday, July 27, 2006

I hate myself being stagnant with the way I does things in cell group now.

Incorrigible, unfaithful (in my work, not to spouse k..), argh...

Got to buck up!!

I will not bow down to what I do now, I'll change for the better!!! *sense of urgency*

I don't wanna slap so many times of which those times can be avoided, all thanks to my ill sense of urgency and forgetfulness. argh.................hgra

I need to build my life and ministry in God once again... Yes, I need to do that. Nothing will stop me, not even you Satan...

Praise God!! =)

it got me home
5:17:00 PM

Monday, July 24, 2006

yea.. long time no blog so i'm back here again.. =)

Anyway it was an eventful sat and sun the last weekend. haha..

had this CHCSA event, Extreme Makeover on saturday, of which it's a collaboration project between secondary schools and CHCSA. Si what we did was volunteers would do revamping jobs on those 1-2 room flats in Henderson Drive, like re-painting jobs, plastering etc. Haha.. Morning journey to the place was hectic. Why? First the bus took super long to come, every 10 junctions that I go to I would meet with 8 red lights. Plus when i switch my transport to a cab, the cab got into an accident less than 1 min into travelling. Sian ar.. But never moind, God is good still and yea, i managed to reach there in time to start on the job. =)

Anyway the job done was great that i really enjoyed the company of the student volunteers and they were great really.. And they really impact the lives of the less fortunate (not sure if they know about it) but yup. Haha..

Anyway after the event we helped to distribute goodie bags of daily necessities to families covered under this project and later the volunteers (only some) stayed back to help to paint in one of the flats and we sort of finished till about 11 plus at night.. But all ended well with a treat from S.Angela!! Haha.. yUm yUm!! Goodness me ate 3 bowls of rice and felt quite full after that with other dishes too of course.. (i'm not exactly a big rice eater without dishes de)

Then reached home about 12 plus in the morning but only slept for about 2.5hrs before I need to go for church.. Thank God I got no svc duty that day (Sunday) coz i wun know how i'm gonna survive.. Haha.. Seriously man.. Anyway it was a good service that day as Pastor was preaching on couples cleaving onto each other etc.. Yup..

Anyway I dunno what else to update you guys but i guess that's all la.. If there's anything I'll just add on to this post. Haha.. See ya guys! =0

it got me home
10:01:00 PM

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

I really got to learn how to tackle my emotions. Things aren't exactly going the way it's supposed to be.. Letting my emotions running wild really will screw things up seriously.
If I really done any damage to you, I hope things are better now and apologize for it. I should have done better self control.

Met up with S.Vic and Xue'er last night and one thing that we covered is really to control your emotions and not let emotions control you.

Well, this is a season of training for me. SO just got to bite the bullet and press on, even when I'm injured because I know I got a God that's greater than my ways. =)

it got me home
8:44:00 AM

Friday, July 07, 2006

Yup it's time for another update after a week. It had been a hectic week and a lot of it came from work, and not to forget my own character been dealt with by God, many areas. But He's good to be by opening many doors to making new friends, people whom I really want to reach out to and praying for their salvations. I'll elaborate them later in this entry. Ha..

Faithfulness - Adhering firmly and devotedly, as to a person, cause, or idea; loyal. Being consistent in work and trustworthy of tasks.

That, would be my answer to the level I'm gonna be in. Recently I wasn't that faithful in doing the tasks I'm assigned to plus I'd been delaying in them though I might have done it. Felt quite bad about it actually coz I ain't being a good teatimony even to my cell group members. Must buck up on that and it's becoming a serious problem on my part.
It's an act of responsibility not only to self but to others other ppl had entrusted you with that matter, it shows that you have the capacity to do it so it's sort of courteous that we should fulfill what we had been asked to, especially to leaders when accountability is an issue.

Management - Skill in managing; executive ability.

I seriously need a lot of whacking for that because I'm quite lazy nowadays to plan for things and I'm not seeing the bigger picture and far enough to see what I need to achieve in order for better management purposes. Seems hard to understand? Ha... It's like with an aim, you gives you the headstart to things and when you have a headstart, you would naturally plan what you want to do, or at least that's for me. haha..
Time, anger, energy, financial management... I'm poor at all these, especially energy management. Yuppppppp. =)

Priorities - Precedence, especially established by order of importance or urgency.

I had been dealt with quite badly by my cell group leader on the way I priortise things. My family and work, and personally; bible study, ministry and cell group. Some how I felt like I'm losing control and i thought things might not be that bad in the first place.

For family and work, my great grandmother just passed away so there's a wake going on and there's supposed to be a procession + cremation going on today, which means I ought to to be there but somehow I ended up at work. Though I wasn;t very close to my great grandmother, but because my parents are there so I ought to be there for them to support them. I don't know.. When S.Vic mentioned about it, I just teared and felt that I really need to priortise what's more important to me. heh..

Ministry and cell group. The need to balance both and see under which is more important. I felt like I had been neglecting the cell group and wasn't devoting enough time to meet up or fellowship with other members of cell group, like it had been within my own comfort zone and taking it for granted as a result. Though cell groups are meant to enjoy but it requires effort for members to make the cell group great to enjoy, especially cell group meetings.
Though ministry had been going on fine and I just got promoted to helper, there's a sense of dissatisfaction about my commitment to usher now and I felt that i could do more but this however can result in me jeopardising my commitment towards cell group too.
Xue'er was talking to me about realising what's the calling God has for me, be it usher, cell group or other ministries.. Oh wells..

Anyway, about doors opening.. It had been great because I just feel that I'm getting chances to know more about ppl and in turb leading them to Christ.. I guess it's only up to me to invite them to church and not just asking but believing for their salvation too. Haha..

Anyway this week is sure a gruelling week and do pray for me when you peeps see this post k?

tata peeps. thansk for reading!

it got me home
9:40:00 AM

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