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Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Was at John's place yesterday and while we were having supper, he just popped by a question "Is your ex still in church?" I was quite surprised that he asked that question, well afterall it didn't really matter to what we were talking over the table.

That sort of started the trouble on my way back home. Suddenly I was reminded of how she backslided after she got into another relationship, how she started not coming to church, and how she replied my SMSes 2 months before. Worse though, I saw her during NP Open House and she didn't even dear to look at me, or didn't want to for the benefit of the doubt.

Xue'er got to know of this coz' I was telling her about it and it occured to me that I still couldn't let it go. The fact that she just left and backslide, the SMSes, what happened during Open House... Probably I couldn't accept what had happened or I loved her too much to let her go. I don't really know. But one thing I felt quite angry was what happened after the break-up. I knew Godintended all these for a reason. I thought I could let it go since I know God will have something else for her. But things didn't occur the way I want it to be.

It's true that love hurts, the truth hurts even more. I just got to learn to let it go if I want to move on. I have to trust Him that she is in good hands. I get so burdened at times because of her, and so furious too. Perhaps I'm blaming myself that it's partly my fault for what had happened. I want to change my perspective of the whole thing.

Letting all thse go doesn't mean I want to go into another relationship, but I just want to move on and perhaps prepare myself for the next one if the right one comes? But till now, I know I have a struggle to face...

it got me home
5:47:00 PM


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