Monday, February 27, 2006

Yea I'm back.. Anyway thanks for the people who are constantly popping by tagging and reading! haha.. You girls certainly make my blog more lively and not so dead because of me. Lol

Ok, I'm quite mad about blogging today.. This is already my 4th post today and well, blogging still rocks as long as my internet is fine. haha...

Graduation's coming soon... Unofficially that is... 1 more paper this coming Friday and an external judging presentation next week Monday for my FYProject and I'm done with school academically! Lol.. That'll be 6th Mar and I'm free from school.
Then comes the exciting part, FOC!! Haha.. Anyone interested to go? It's SU FOC by the way. Looking for kaki to go with me actually.. Anyone interested? Gonna rock this FOC like never before! Blabla..
So gonna miss school actually, after spending 3 years there with ups and downs including friendships, studies, relationships, CCAs etc. So many things!! Of course not to forget the life as a student. That could never be better, seriously... You enjoy the carefree environment of doing things at your pace, getting to know people from walks of life and surprises you never thought of having it. New relationships birth forth out of curiousity and the desire to understand others. All the never ending tales that you leave behind as you walk out of school as a graduate, that marks your finishing page as a student in that school.

Good things always have to come to an end, that's why we always treasure what we have now. Although I always say my friendships are screwed up and all during my poly days, some are really worth remembering and to be developed further to strengthen it. People who would always be by your side, people who never fails to surprise you with good things, going through so much with that person you know or even someone you may like. All these bear deep meanings to life and certainly would add colours to a gray life like mine. lol..
I still believe that as long as there is a commitment to stay on to develop that friendship, anything is possible out of that friendship. It may not be just being lifelong friends or eventually become parters etc, but interesting things that certainly exceeds the rewards of just knowing and loving the person.
If there is a desire and commitment, I'm sure difficulties can be overcomed, no matter how it may be.
I know many things can happen out of a relationship including friendships, well, I'm waiting for this kind of experiences because it pre-determines how strong the relationship is going to be or whether or not it's going to stay.
But I believe this is the kind of relationship I want to maintain forever...

There is this friend of mine, or maybe it's just my point of view that I consider her as a friend. I was quite happy that even after something drastic happened, we still remained as friends, pretty close friends for a period of time. But perhaps both of us were busy and all, we started to drift away from each other, had few chances to meet up and could hardly chat online too. Then came one time when something really hit me that i was quite sad about and perhaps I was too persistant on my part on that matter, it might have catalysed the lost of that friendship. Seriously speaking, I don't know why it happened because everything started right from a question, and it even complicated to her boyfriend.
Only 3 weeks ago that I saw her again face to face, but somehow there was this barrier between us and she didn't even dare to face me. It kind of bothered me whether who was the one at fault in the 1st place.
But I came to learn that a loss may not mean it's the end of everything, it can just be a start of something new... Perhaps God, You do have something for her and myself...

Haha.. how come suddenly I'm into that topic.. So funny..
That aside, I find it meaningful at times why God just make you go through so much? I mean, all the suffering, all the persecutions and all the scoldings etc. I don't know. You might be thinking otherwise of what I'm going to type next. I learnt that as you reflect upon your past, you start to learn from them, what is supposed to be done etc. More than that, it causes you to change from within. We all learn from experiencesand experiential learning is the best from of learning which we can absorb and apply the most in our lives. God saw that, and He's adding value to your past experiences, good or bad, to teach and help other people in the same situation as you, to bring them out of their situation so that they may do the same to other people who are in their shoes. That's how I want to do things. I want to impact their lives by caring for them, by teaching them what I know and meeting their needs and spending time with them because that's how I can love other people, like how God loves me. =)

Think it's enough for now? Haha.. I'll still be back later though.. Gonna study my BTN later.
Signing off with God's love. =)

it got me home
7:41:00 PM

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Junius Solomon, 21!
serving NS and can't wait to be doing more for God!!

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If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashame, my love will get you home.
If its only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home

Boy, my love will get you home
Boy, my love will get you home