Sunday, February 19, 2006

I just hope really that I can change without harming others. I fail to understand the needs of others at the expense of my own reasons and principles. It's true that we don't compromise our own life principles for others, but do we have to consider if our own principles are actually hurting others? I seriously think we need to.

Sorry if my recent entries are all of deep thoughts or somehow negative. I can just say that this whole week are just one remarkable journey for myself to look back, ponder upon, learn from it and move on. Life has to move on. However as I'm moving on, I don't want to leave behind the hurts of others behind, which I'm hoping for a day of which I can help to heal the hurt that I'd caused. Any form of it. I'm not stopping there because I know I shouldn't. I want to be a good testimony for Christ too, all the more reason why I shouldn't be hurting people but if I do, I want to do something about it. I really hope I can get to talk to you again.

Juust thinking through for this last week is definitely more real than the last other 18 years of my life. During this period God never seemed more real to me. The Spirit talking to me, telling me what should or should not be done, the birthdays that i'd planned that really leave people feel loved, regaining something that I thought I had lost, things that surfaced that's up to me to change etc. So many things...

Although I feel fustrated at times, so helpless, but He's there to tell me that He's there for me. yet I don't yield towards Him, just so plain lazy. But every time His presence comes in, He tells me that He will always stand by me, because His presence around me during times when I'm down means He still cares and loves me.

It's because of such a journey that I can become a greater testimony for Him. Successes and failures in my or your life can be used as great testimonies for Him because when your failures turn into success, it shows forth the glory of the Lord in yours and my life. Praiase Him for that.

There is a need for a change in me and God I allow you to change me for the better because it's You that matters to me. When everyone on earth cannot be with me when I need them, You are the one that can and will always stand by me. =)

it got me home
2:09:00 PM

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Junius Solomon, 21!
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If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
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If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home

Boy, my love will get you home
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