Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Had a friutful coversation with a pal of mine. We were chatting and chatting and suddenly we shifted to the topic of healing the hurts within our hearts. She mentioned that while she was doing her QT, she experienced the presence of God around her and knew that God was healing the hurts inside her, all of it that she had been through.

Somehow i just teared. It's really out of nowhere that tears just start flowing down. I knew it was the love of God. It just seemed so loving and nice.. Reminded me of all the hurts i'd been through as early as i could remember. All that concerned between myself and the family and with my friends.

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Very often people will wonder what's love, and all will have different definitions about it. Some say love is all about caring for others, willing to accept the mistakes the other party has committed and willing to stand by the person no matter what happens. Quite true don't you think?
Here's my definition of love: Besides willing to accept other people's mistakes or for who they are and standing by their side no matter what happens, we should also help the person to change for the better, however not under pressure but out of love. If possible, we can go the extra edge for the person to care for the him/her.

This is what I got from my Abba father and from my parents. They are always there not abandoning me because I'm disobedient or rebellious, and there are the ones who truly loves me because I can feel it.
They are the ones also who would be there to correct me when i'm wrong regardless of anything and I can be so amazed by what they actually do for me, no matter how little the things may be. I remember Pst Joyce Meyers saying that it is the little things that create the differences in people's lives. How true.
Small actions like a simple call to ask "Are you hungry?", "Be back home early k?" simply touches the hearts more than buying things for me although there is satisfaction in those things.

It's the same for my Abba father. I know He hasn't given up on me although I had given up on Him once. I can still feel His presence whenever I think of Him, and no matter how disobedient I may be, He's still there to waiting for me to return to Him to be His obedient child once again.
Indeed He has been blessing me, with friends around me, with achievements in academics etc.
ANy reason why God has to do all these for me? Because He's my Father in heaven who constantly thinks of me and blessing me, standing by me always, all for one reason, He loves me.

I wish that in a relationship, such kind of love would exist, where there's mutual understanding and there's no action of compromise under pressure but everything that is done is out of love. When things start happening because of love, all things will not be too difficult because you are equipped with what it takes to overcome obstacles.

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That aside, I hope you are reading this...

God doesn't give up or forsake anyone in this world, He loves us all. And He accepts you for all the hurts you had been through. I know you are going through a lot and might have seem to cause hurts to the people around you too.
But there's no reason to distant yourself away from your friends. I can tell you that you are not the source of all the hurts that was created, because God's people only loves, they don't create hurts. There's always a time when we feel down and all. But who says being a Christian is easy? We are constantly going through trials and tribulations and you are going through one yourself right now.

Imagine that once you are detached from the world, what good will it be for you? Why not try to be in a company of friends that can really support you and provide love and care? I was once like you also, very negative but I learnt to seek strength from Him and it is the positive people around me that really got me out of the world of loneliness and negativity.

Just remember we are called to love and to be in fellowship with others, not causing hurts and being distant from other people. I hope that once you read this you will have a revelation from God about how to pick yourself up.

I'll still be praying for you dearly my friend and i'll be there if you need anyone...

With God's love, signing off.

it got me home
7:23:00 PM

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