Tuesday, January 31, 2006

I really wonder at what state i'm at now.. sometimes i'm unclear of what i want, unsure of who i am and lost at what i'm doing.

It occurs to me that a friend(in the past) stopped coming from church.. and according to what i know, she backslided. But I just saw her blog saying that she still loves God. Another friend of mine, a former CG member, backslided due to family persecution but from what I heard, she still continues to read and worship God. I'm really confused. Backslide means totally detached away from God right, but how come in some way or the other they don't seem to be one? Somehow it challenges my faith as a Christian for this matter.. Anyone can answer my enquiry?

There are so many things I want to see in my life, changed right now:

Financial stability and abundance in my family
Harmony in the family
Improve of relationship with my dad
Strong spitirual growth
No more layback attitude
A distinction for my Final year Project
Friends to be saved or to hear the gospel once.
To really be a counsel and blessing to the people around me

Whenever I'm in a situation whereby I have to help a friend, I always get stuck because I dunno how to help but I guess that's how the Holy Spirit comes in to empower the person to do things that he cannot do it alone. So it's like I have to learn how to depend on the right resources to do things right.

In life we all know we can't afford to make mistakes but making mistakes let us learn the true values of life and reminding us not to commit it again, ever. I pray when it comes to salvation or spiritual growth, one mistake is enough for me. There's always this fear in me that i would make the same mistake but I shall rebuke this fear within me that it'll be taken over with the confidence of Christ. =)

Matt 21:22 -

"And whatever things you ask in prayer, believing, you will receive.”

1 John 3:18-19 -

My little children, let us not love in word or in tongue, but in deed and in truth. And by this we know that we are of the truth, and shall assure our hearts before Him.

it got me home
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If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
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